Ughhh…..

I hate it! I hate online dating!

This is not what I signed up for when I got married and had babies. I had a dream of getting old with someone and instead, here I am, alone, trying to find “Mr. Right”. Again.

Tinder, Bumble, Match, eHarmony, OK Cupid; I hate all of these sites. But then what else do I do, if not try to find “him” online? Go to a bar and sit around and wait? I don’t drink that much; I don’t want to drink that much!

I’ve signed up for Meetups….maybe “He” will be at one of the events.

It’s all frustrating…… and annoying,….. and embarrassing. It seems like everyone has a partner but me (I know this isn’t true but still).

So what should I do? Join Match again? Or eHarmony? Beef up my profile? Try to be more sexy?  Be less picky?

Then there are days when I’m like “I’m fine, I don’t need anyone”. Oh, yes I do! I would love to spend my time with a special person; go to the movies, a concert, go out to eat. Or just come home and slump on to the sofa, make-out, and tell “him” about my day……..

Man, it sucks to be a single parent+ empty nester….

I promise I’ll be more positive and constructive next time!

Ciao!